Suppose to went swimming with jia xin and simin . But I overslept , as I was too tired . It was because I couldn`t sleep well last night again ! It`s really a torture when you cant sleep , and you keep tossing and turning to find the right spot . Well , I would finish pretty early tomorrow :D So I guess I would be finding zhi wei tomorow ? I just dont feel like staying at home for the past few days , just want to get out of the house . Even it takes for awhile . I dont want to stay at home and see your face . Talking to you , it`s just like talking to a wall . Being with you at home , its just like having 2 strangers in the house . Not talking to each other at all . Well , Im getting use to it , and I rather you dont care about me at times . Things never turn out well between my father and me , even it does . It would only be just a moment .
Its not that I want to make things worse for my cliques or even myself . I know that everyone thinks that im too petty , fussing over such a small matter . And why cant I get over it ? But I guess im just like that ? I dont know why but I just dont feel like talking about this . Just let me be like this for a moment . I just want to be alone . Just let the time decide , how long it would take . I know it`s my fault for ignoring you guys , but trust me . Things would be more worse if I talk back . You guys should know I tend to get pissed off easily . And I dont want you guys to do things unwilling , cause it would seem that im forcing you all . You guys should know what I mean ?
♥our lips must always be sealed
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